Honey Lemon 🌼

“I remember you”

and the memories i have of you

I remember being happy in every single one

7am the phone rang, my parents shocked

covid gave no choice for a last goodbye

three years ago I mourned for you

This year I was mourning for me

for all my past selves

I learned to give me second chances

and to the things that make me happy

Lately I’ve been thinking of the version of me you got to meet

and everything she used to be

I realized

I really liked my genuine self when I was with you

the idea you had of me, a girl who’s always happy

it comes naturally to me when you’re around

and all the drama with my peers

it would fade into non existence

you’d never judged when I laughed

you would never judge me being sad

I was a super hero princess and we would fly to the moon

it was bigger than I ever showed how you’d think that I was cool

Time gives different priorities to families and their kids too

I’m sad I never got to really meet the last version of you

You chased what you loved, somehow it took you away

You’ll never know, but that memory of the last time

was something I’d think to make me laugh

and stop the tears from coming, for years to come

Now I can’t not cry

and all the while, I tried to keep

the version of me you got to meet,

the one I’ve always liked to be

kept trying to bring out the very best of me

Lately my friends tell me I don’t talk much

it feels like if my mouth opens I will not shut up

But maybe I just wish to save

the side me who’s all but sad

it felt right when with you i was naturally that.

Ten years later, I made it to Japan!

I’ve been to countries that care about protecting the Earth

and a while ago, I even started drawing again

It takes me steps, and I’m learning myself

one thing I learned, I like being good

I couldn’t put my finger on it back then

but now i know i’ve always been more than my achievements

and I don’t wanna be the best when it comes to others

I like being good in doing what makes me happy

and I’d like to think you would agree.

diaryofakanemem:

I don’t care if you graduated in 3 years or 6. Have a degree in dance or biochemistry. You did it and nobody can take that from you. Be proud.

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君だよ 君なんだよ 教えてくれた
暗闇も光るなら星空になる ✨

geekinator:

Reasons I like subtitles:

1. I can see how people’s names and the cities and the countries are spelled.

2. I don’t miss any words, so everything they say makes sense.

3. I get to know what background noises and conversations are.

4. The descriptions of the noises people make are freaking awesome. Ex: splutter, grunt, chuckles.

5. I can see who says what.

6. I don’t have to have the volume super loud so I can hear the dialogue, and I don’t blow my eardrums out because the ambient noises and music is SO FREAKING LOUD.

I freaking love subtitles.

remanence-of-love:

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thoughtkick:

“Don’t give them a taste of their own medicine. They already know what it tastes like. Give them a taste of your own medicine. If they lied, let your medicine be honesty. If they played with your emotions, let your medicine be maturity. Don’t be afraid to be yourself, even if it means removing yourself from lives that you want to be in. You are, no doubt, worthy of being valued for who you are. So be who you are.”

— Najwa Zebian

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learnelle:

I’m in love with the variations of the iconic strawberry dress 🍉🫐🍋 🍓

thedeathdeelers:

every time i get a new follower who isn’t a porn bot:

adhd-induced-happiness:

A Checklist Of Possible Reasons I Am Upset, To Review When I Can’t Seem To Figure It Out:

• did not eat
• new hyperfixation and no time for it
• have not done a creative in 24 hrs
• Bad Sounds
• clothes are touching my body
• cold
• people
• one (1) comment is stuck in my brain like a popcorn kernel
• last time I drank water was ??????
• nervous nervous nervous nervous
• got a Slightly Worse grade than expected
• last hug was ??????
• slept a full 45 minutes
• lonely …………
• guts are shredding (again)
• have not seen sunlight in 24 hrs
• stuck inside
• too much screen time
• Yay Overwhelm
• room is disaster area
• have not talked to Person in a while
• bored
• imposter phenomenon (again)
• no current routine
• how long have I been working???
• Too Much Socialization

and then. and THEN. I may consider:

• something is actually wrong

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